drunkensailer56

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 13:35:55 GMT

hello there well yeah i know its ben awhile scence ive updaed well alot has been going on me and kiz have broken up about 5 or more time but at the end we always get back togeather heh well today is eatster so happ easter people lol yeah me and liz yesterday went to this church thing with her family nd today shes coming over meh house well grandmas house to have a family party thing heh fun fun tomorrow is school urgh what a drag!!!!!

but at least ill get t see liz well um i think shes here so ima go grea her hahahha ehheheh if ya knmow what i mean lol j/p tttyl iight peac

every little thing that you do....baby im amazed by you

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 22:35:07 GMT

omg this fucking sucks im so fucking bored and cant do anything man for something that i didnt even do urgh i feel like a prisinor god man liz i miss you so much at least ill be able to see yu tomorow right well yeahman i made yo thi cd liz and im listing to it now and wereing ur shirt omg i miss you nd everytime i smell it i just miss you even more and more well i better go i lvoe you liz

remembering everything about my life and when you came<3

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 13:28:11 GMT

Fucked up night last night all night yelling breaking-up whats going on with my life and what did i do to deserve it i dont understand noone knows how much i need her and cant live wiout her if they knew they would all understand but they dont =( and they never will

i love liz!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 15:24:39 GMT

hey people whats up? nothing much here emily is overheehheheh and we are al goig to the beach today me emily liz andmelissa if it dosnt rain but idk it kinda looks like it and if it does then liz is just coming over and me her and emily are going to watch a movie welll i better go clean my rom ill ttyl i love yu liz<33333

......Landing in a runway in chicago........

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 13:55:44 GMT

hey guys!!! well ima start updatign this thing every day heh today is ltm day and yesterday me and liz went tot he mall ehhw e had fun and the day before we went tot he mall with elssa and the dust-man(dustin?) ok well anyways i shoudl be elaving for the buss stop in a little wile but liz wont pick up ehr phone lololol hmmmmm today in english we are going to twatch speak ehhhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeegh i was waiting tot see that movie hah well i better go ill update when i get home peace out guys
oh wait i forgot to say emiyl is coming over!! and we are allg oing tot he beach it shoudl be really fun my mom said if i had my room clean by tomorrow i could ask melissa to take me to go get my belly botton peirced hehehe omg omgogm hehw ell ima go start cleanign it alrighty than i lvoe you liz ill ttyl peace outy <3

liz,washington,wrist,softball

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 18:05:37 GMT

hey there well everything has been pretty weird melissa has a new b/f its cool hes nice i miss liz sooo much and i miss my bff emily heh we all have to hang out again when we can lol im going to miss the JV VS. VARISTY game today urgh i really wanted to go i sprained my wrist really bad tear and were going to be staying the this hitoel 3 blockes from the white house me and melissa are probablly going to walk over to it tonight well i better go ill update mor latter bye guys i love youliz

my best weekend

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 11:26:16 GMT

hey there i know i havnt wrote in a while but alot of things has happened well liz took me out for my birth day ehehhe but welll start from the first day.
Frida- me and liz went out with my family for my birthday it was cool and then we went back and i opened shit lol liz got me the this day and age cd ahhhhhhhhhhh lol i LOVE! it and i got a glow worm and 255$ awsome.
Saterda- liz worked with chores Aw heh and we went out for dinner it was the best time ever we talkin and held hand ahhh and the food there was amazing then when we left to go to the bathroom because liz had to change he shirt when we came bck the bill was gone and so we asked the lady what happened to it and shes like im gonig to py for it i was liek wtf li was like are you sure and everything and shes liek yes just have a happy birthday dude man thoes meanls all togeather were like 67$ holy shit i just couldnt belive it i was just so shocked i didnt even know what to say but thanks lol tthen latter on we went to the movies the movie was awsome ti was so funny hah lol ad so we made out though it not the hole thing but we held hands heh and yeah anyways then we went out for ide cream at cold stones it was so cool lol and then we went home.
Sunday- liz me emily and melissa went tot he fair it was cool i won liz like these really cool hings a dog and pillows and shit hahah she won me a winnie the pooh ehhehe i love winne the pooh hes so cute and prettyfull lol and it was a picture frame in it heh so im going to put a pic of her in there lol yeah well anyways.
Monday-me and emily went over lizs hosue i dont knwo if she had a good time but i sure did and itw as so much fun liz bit my leg and now i have liek a huge broose there its graze wlel its not huge it small but it still hurts like a mother fuk=cker lol well its about time to go so ima go to school and ill update we i sn tootles(havent said that in a wile)
I LOVE YOU LIZ<3 always and forever

buzz bake sale

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 17:37:05 GMT

temperary solution for an on going promblem

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 12:33:50 GMT

i know how hard it is to stop cutting once u havwe gotten into it again i know the feeling iof a knife or anything sharp leaning onto ur skin ready to burst wioth blood is the best feeling ever but really for how long when u klook at thoes scares u remember the pain and once again u go though it and do it again its on ongoing promblem emily once told me that cutting is a temperary solution for an on going promblem and i cant the one i love to do that to ehrself idk what to do i have gotten some great advice and i have told her and it kidna makes ehr feel better but that feelling of wanteding the blade down ur arm that feeling never goes away but i just want you to know liz i love you with all of my heart i will always love you an dim going to help you get though this ok <33
love always nciole

homecoming night was amazing<3

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 22:53:18 GMT

FRIDAY-me and liz went t the football game liz liek pushed me into a pile of mudd and then i pushed her inw ith mea ndw e like rolled around and shit it was fun everyone was liek screaming mudding and shit lol........

SATERDAY-well homecomign was awsome me and liz and people danced and had cool times heheheehhhhhhhhhhheheheheheheheheh me and liz got picktures taken they are beautiful<3 we danced wiyh like 5 people like doing the train and shit it was awosme i saw kylee,michelle,abbey,trica and people therer so much fin and there was chicken!!!!!!! hehhehehehehheheheh well i gtg once again homecoming was amazing hehehehehehhehehehhe

HOMECOMING NIGHT <3!!!

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ill be the one ill light where you can run to make it alright<3

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 15:28:38 GMT

hey there well hmmmm softball mostly lol im going to orlando with softball people tomorrow for this tournoment we might be on tv if we win the 1st game woohoo!!!!!!!!!!! lol ya well hmm i got my permit its cooloness drivingand its raininout side so im ganna go play ill rtite later
nikole<3